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2004-03-03 - 8:09 p.m. I'm not sure how the tide turned but it reeks nonetheless. B is having second, third and fourth thoughts about moving. I can understand and even respect that, I just wish that he was willing to discuss it. I told E that the move might be off, and although she was sorry that I was disappointed, she was happy that I may be staying. I know that nothing really has changed in my life after all...Its just such a let down after all the thought and emotion I've spent on the idea. E and I went to the cult of WW and then to sign up for a sign language course which may be cancelled if they don't have three more people enrolled by Monday. Another let down. B offered to take the class if they only need one more. He does such sweet things for me that I can ever be angry - even with this possible disappointment. I just can't stand not knowing. Are we or aren't we? � 
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